Yeah, I think I'd rather have been there with them for it. Yes, it'd be more painful to see them die. But... the way it is now, I feel like I betrayed them. Like I let them all down, you know?
I'm sure I/he was the only one left other than Enjolras. If anyone else had been alive, they would have been there with him. But it was just him. Him and the firing squad, and bodies everywhere. *shakes head* I get to see this in my dreams, I need to stop thinking about it when I'm awake.
On a different note: Who's your other friend up above? And what's that about triplets?
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Date: 2013-02-14 02:05 am (UTC)From:Yes, it'd be more painful to see them die. But... the way it is now, I feel like I betrayed them. Like I let them all down, you know?
I'm sure I/he was the only one left other than Enjolras. If anyone else had been alive, they would have been there with him. But it was just him. Him and the firing squad, and bodies everywhere.
*shakes head* I get to see this in my dreams, I need to stop thinking about it when I'm awake.
On a different note:
Who's your other friend up above? And what's that about triplets?