If cute videos were enough to do it, as nice as they are, I probably wouldn't have the issues I sometimes do. I dunno, for me it more depends on my mood. If I'm in a good mood, I don't think anything could bring me down, and I'd be pretty safe from its claws. But when I get into a bad mood, I don't really even need its taunts to hate myself *winces*. I guess I'll just have to try staying in a good mood? Despite my friends and I getting attacked practically every night?
Yeah, not gonna lie... I'm a pessimist at the best of times.
If it wasn't for the shadow's influence, it wouldn't be that bad. This might sound weird, but dying like that... it justified my whole life in a way. Or his. Oh, it'd be hard to explain. It hurt like hell. It was the end of everything as far as he knew at the moment. But it was, we think, the best moment of his life. And now the shadow is trying to strip it of that honor and make it just pain.
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Date: 2013-02-14 12:39 am (UTC)From:I dunno, for me it more depends on my mood. If I'm in a good mood, I don't think anything could bring me down, and I'd be pretty safe from its claws. But when I get into a bad mood, I don't really even need its taunts to hate myself *winces*.
I guess I'll just have to try staying in a good mood? Despite my friends and I getting attacked practically every night?
Yeah, not gonna lie... I'm a pessimist at the best of times.
If it wasn't for the shadow's influence, it wouldn't be that bad. This might sound weird, but dying like that... it justified my whole life in a way. Or his. Oh, it'd be hard to explain.
It hurt like hell. It was the end of everything as far as he knew at the moment. But it was, we think, the best moment of his life.
And now the shadow is trying to strip it of that honor and make it just pain.
Ah, sorry. I'm getting pretty dark on you here.