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Have you ever found a song that felt like it was speaking to you?

Part of me feels like I've been having that nonstop. I guess it's my own fault though, the music is decent, and about half the band's goddamn discography sounds like someone like me was writing it. Which... I mean, what am I supposed to do? Send them fanmail and ask if the inspiration was anything more than teenage poetics and a penchant for supernatural stuff?

On the other hand....

Your childhood home is just power white bones and you'll never find your way back

One for each day I'm inside this house, it's a trap / One I can't quite escape so pretend it's the place that I love

The life that I got but never used

Don't wake me up / Death is misleading / And when I fall asleep / Sleep with a ghost

Okay, that last one is just as much Cass as me, and there's some things that she says resonates with her that don't affect me as much too.

I'll be honest. I cried the first time I figured out what the lyrics were for one of the songs. It just. It sounded too close to this. Whatever this is. Whatever I am. The same trapped, unforgiven, unescapable state.

It's scary when something hits home that much.


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